Sometimes we want to live our life so fast... like we want all our goals with us soo fast but we don't sit and wait a second to really enjoy life... sometimes the best things in life are the little things.. like spending a good time with your family.. giving love to someone that need it... serving in the church with the heart... and when we don't know we have our goals done and we are enjoyin them and living to wait for the next goals... having goals in life is great.. but sometimes we need to know how to enjoy them and how to work for them..
I actually try to live my life as good as i could but sometimes i just wanna cry bc i feel alone here in Venezuela.. I am the only member in my family for years and i am moho.. its so hard to live just pretending you are straight to everyone.. the family, the work and the church sometimes i think i just pretend i am somone else just to make them happy knowing i am (normal) like they call it.. but honestly i feel happy with what i am.. i feel this is a bless god gave me.. i need to be stronger in so many ways...
Sometimes i really need to be with someone and feel loved.. actually there is a moho in love with me and i love him so much and i love him enough to don't have sex with him just to help him be in heaven with me... you must think i am crazy or stupid.. but this is what i really want..
i just feel alone to don't have him near me now..and its like the goals i was talking... I have a goal to move to utah and live with him... but i am still getting my papers... but i am here in Venezuela enjoying my life and living as good as i could...
I really love the church i was a missionary and i remember my time like one of the best times... When i went to my mission it was hard bc i though maybe god would change me to be straight bc i was going to serve him and i got so frustrated when i couldnt change... and anyways i think we don't change.. we just learn how to live with this.. and this is not a punish this is a great bless! this is what i think about it now...
Patience is a good example from the lord we just need to learn how to live with patience and if we do it we will have all we really want...
I am sorry my english sucks in this blog but i am still learning..
Would you be able to live with a moho without sex?.... This is what i wanna know from all you guys...
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Me gusta leerlo... Es una historia entre su corazon. Puedo comprender su mente cuando leo las palabras.
Pienso que es possible para amar una otra persona sin sexo. Tu y yo hablamos por esto muchas veces.
Well, Mr Choriz, you know my Spanish is horrible sometimes. I think that sometimes we can love someone enough to not have sex and not do those things. But, it takes work with that kind of relationship too!
Vivir solo es dificil. Vivir con una otra persona es dificil tambien. Pero, hay regalos para los dos!
El Mejor es cuando vivimos con el Dios!
Eres la unica persona que quiero hablar todos los dias.
No te conozco, pero apenas encontré tu blog por vía de "A Work In Progress", y aprecio la franqueza con que escribes. Tus preguntas no son raras. Son my comunes y me parecen significantes.
En cuanto a la cuestión de si dos personas homosexuales pueden vivir juntos sin sexo...yo he vivido con otros mohos, pero nunca con uno a quien era atraído. Y me gustaría pensar que dos personas con una atracción mutua pudieran vivir juntos sin problemas sexuales, pero realmente pienso que eso sería un riesgo demasiado peligroso de tomar. Tal vez todo saldría bien por un buen rato, pero después de un tiempo, las barreras siguirían cayéndose, y llegaría a ser más y más difícil mantener una relación apropiada.
Pero no sé exactemente cómo es la relación entre ustedes dos, y quizás el riesgo no es tan grande. Ustedes probablemente saben mejor que nadie qué tipo de riesgo tomarían con ese arreglo. Buena suerte con tus planes.
Ich Spreche kein elspaneo. I will speech no Spanish but just want to say keep your chin up. I have no answers but know that you are valued above all humanity as a valient one. Your life will be a blessing to all that come your way. As they say we save our life when we lose it. By the way...its not so cheery in American right now. Misplaced values have come to haunt us.
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