How much time i have to wait?????

Sometimes we want to live our life so fast... like we want all our goals with us soo fast but we don't sit and wait a second to really enjoy life... sometimes the best things in life are the little things.. like spending a good time with your family.. giving love to someone that need it... serving in the church with the heart... and when we don't know we have our goals done and we are enjoyin them and living to wait for the next goals... having goals in life is great.. but sometimes we need to know how to enjoy them and how to work for them..

I actually try to live my life as good as i could but sometimes i just wanna cry bc i feel alone here in Venezuela.. I am the only member in my family for years and i am moho.. its so hard to live just pretending you are straight to everyone.. the family, the work and the church sometimes i think i just pretend i am somone else just to make them happy knowing i am (normal) like they call it.. but honestly i feel happy with what i am.. i feel this is a bless god gave me.. i need to be stronger in so many ways...

Sometimes i really need to be with someone and feel loved.. actually there is a moho in love with me and i love him so much and i love him enough to don't have sex with him just to help him be in heaven with me... you must think i am crazy or stupid.. but this is what i really want..

i just feel alone to don't have him near me now..and its like the goals i was talking... I have a goal to move to utah and live with him... but i am still getting my papers... but i am here in Venezuela enjoying my life and living as good as i could...

I really love the church i was a missionary and i remember my time like one of the best times... When i went to my mission it was hard bc i though maybe god would change me to be straight bc i was going to serve him and i got so frustrated when i couldnt change... and anyways i think we don't change.. we just learn how to live with this.. and this is not a punish this is a great bless! this is what i think about it now...

Patience is a good example from the lord we just need to learn how to live with patience and if we do it we will have all we really want...

I am sorry my english sucks in this blog but i am still learning..

Would you be able to live with a moho without sex?.... This is what i wanna know from all you guys...

Can you believe this?

What do you think about longer relashionship? do you think it would work? sometimes i wonder how hard is to have someone in another state and how it works?

i have hear of so many friends that have been crush with someone in another state or someone in another country or another continentand most of the time it worked i had a friend she is my best friend actually and she was engaged to a north american guy but it didnt work he was such a jerk with her and it hurts her a lot! after broke up he got a girl pregnat and needed to get married he was a mormon too but it was just a bad story... i have most of my friends that got married and are happy now!
i am the kind of moho that i dont have almost any friends in the same way like me i have some online friends and they are active in the church and they are very kind and helpfull with me. i know one who is married with a girl and he is very happy with that... and he has a beatiful daughter... anyways i am not from utah but planning to move there for studies and special reaosons.. it means i dont know any moho here just one and he is just havin sex with everyone and living la vida loca how ricky martin says haha..

I try my best to be the best person for me and for the people i love...i dont wanna live my life alone i used to be very worry about that in the past and i though i was going to be alone with that i served a mission and it was something i though a lot while bein there...

but like the subjetct of the post says do you really think long relashionship could work no matter the distance i think so.. and moho relashionships are harder but they are still very good! for those who doenst know what moho means i learnt that froma friend it means mormons with homosexuals feelings.. and anyways i think that long relashionships are more special because it means sacrifices and 100% trust!...

after all the sacrifices i am sure it would be worth it u need to show more love than other people do.. and well i hope someone agree with me because it is something i have been thinkin about it...

have an excelent christmast and have fun always!

Mr Choriz

Si alguien le interesa saber mis pensamientos en español solo pregunten no se que idioma utilizar jaja... bueno quiero saber que piensan sobre relaciondes de larga distancia me gustaria saber si creen que funcione? yo la verdad si lo creo ya que requiere de mas sacrificios y devocion a la otra persona ademas una confianza plena para que funcione soy un SUD con deseos a mi propio sexo y no me siento inferior por eso porque trato de vivir mi vida de una mejor manera y de una manera mas adecuada a lo que es la Fe en cristo y tener al salvador como meta principal en mi vida.. bueno para no salirme del tema por ahora me gustaria saber que piensas?

Quiero que sepan que extraño mucho a una persona la cual ha cambiado mi vida su nombre es DG ya sabes quien eres? jeje...

Que tengas una Feliz navidad!!!!

Solo un comienzo..

Soy de venezuela mormon... no se si muchas personas leeran este blog mas se que al menos una lo harà..
Bueno soy una persona sencilla con muchos sueños y metas que espero lograr, soy muy aferrado a lo que creo y me gusta compartir con personas que sienten igual que yo.. me encanta reir y disfrutar de cada momento especial de la vida.. pienso que la felicidad es solo un momento muy breve que debemos aprovechar siempre ya que no dura por un muy largo tiempo....

me gustaria compartir experiencias y punto de vista.. solo hazme saber si te interesa...